Spend all your time waiting for that second chance for a break that would make it okay there's always some reason to feel not good enough and it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction oh beautiful release memories seep from my veins let me be empty oh and weightless then maybe I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you feel you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line and everywhere you turn there's vultures and thieves at your back the storm keeps on twisting you keep on building the lies that you make up for all that you lack it don't make no difference escaping one last time it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
In the arms of the angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you feel you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here
hellooo.. volleyball was ok.. quite fun actually.. christopher was monkeying around as usual.. he's so hyper! but he's nice la.. hahs. SAB as usual was boring.. falling asleep in class.. no one was listening.. one guy was sleeping and snoring away and the teacher still didn't care.. he's either really immune to it or really blind/insensitive to surroundings.. sounds mean la.. but i think he's too lenient and too soft..
anyway, met liansi n ivy for lunch.. found out that ivy was married!! aaahhh.. she really doesn't look like.. in fact.. all of them don't look like their age or like they're married.. except for uncle meng kim of course.. haha.. maybe that's why it's called YOUTH for Christ.. haha.. lame.. nvm. ate at the turkish place at far east... yummy n really filling.. then had gelato ice cream... =)
for some weird reason which i'm not aware of.. felt really tired today.. slept on the bus, fell asleep when i got home.. even now, kinda tired.. think it's the weather.. hm.. and i wanna go wb on fri... no $$..
i have a new dream.. a new goal.. that is... University of Melbourne.. yay.. haha.. went to the IDP open with my mom today.. talked to them about their courses n all.. so far... the most attractive one is UWM.. 1 year exemption and 2 years study.. and i get to do double majors too.. RMIT surprisingly seemed dull.. :? curtin's ok.. i feel so excited.. australia!! but i still got 2 years more.. argh.. can't wait.. and i gotta work damn hard.. need an average of B to get in.. think should be can la.. don't wanna land myself in NTU.. boring... ugh. and there are peeps in aussie too.. so it won't be that bad.. kershia's going next year.. joyleen n mel toh are already there.. yay.. haha.. :lol:
concert's over.. won't be seeing the guys in PArts for quite some time.. and some.. maybe never... :( i miss them!! :( letitia, joel, bert, constance, david, priscilla, jordan, nat, ivana, sarah.. liansi for being so patient n forgiving, chai heng for just being nice and a good funds manager (nicer name for money collector)... i miss the fun that we had, the tears we shed, the slogging, learning His word, getting scolded together etc... sigh.. till we meet again.. love ya all.. :)
is sweet!!! so nice!!!! the movie is absolutely wonderful!! i wanna watch again! i think keira knightly is pretty!! and what the guy did for her.. awwwwwwwwww... super duper sweet.. if only someone would do that for me.. hehe..
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and creativity, and usually are highly intelligent. Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
hello!! just came back from the hairdresser's.. streaked my hair erm.. i think it's golden blond.. haha.. duno what colour also.. lol.. think it makes me look older.. haha.. oh whatever.. :lol: at least something new for the hols.. =)
sigh. it's this saturday.. and i'm not even prepared for it.. my math and english are horrible.. :x
sk's birthday this thur.. he asked me to go for dinner with everyone else.. supposed to go to sentosa in the afternoon, but i'm not free.. frankly speaking.. don't really feel like going.. have to put on a mask and be fake to everyone there.. except cheryl of course.. i don't feel like i know them well. they don't either.. maybe they think they do, but why put on a facade? if you aren't that aquainted with each other, don't act like you know each other that well..
this friendship with everyone (sk n gang) has become more like an aquaintance.. i don't feel any connection with them. they are just... there. get what i mean. it's not like i can't live without them around. they aren't like des or cheryl.. they are in a way, 'reel' friends whereas des n cheryl are my real friends.. i guess this whole celebration thing.. is just for 'face'.. on my side at least... oh well.
cousins probably gonna take up wakeboarding.. the last time i spoke to my cousin about it.. she seemed quite excited.. yay.. more pple to go with when i wanna wb.. :D
I CAN STAND on the wakeboard!!! yay!!! :lol: hahahaha!! so happy!! lalalala~ riding with the boom was more difficult than with the rope.. maybe cos the speed you're gg at is almost the same as the boat... parallel velocity blah blah.. haha.. but not exactly steady yet.. maybe next time.. soon.. =)
went to newton with bren, shaun n don.. ate STINGRAY!! huge one.. so nice!!! haha... then went ya kun.. so full now.. SHIOk!! but kinda sick of it (stingray) after sucha huge one.. hehe...
you promised that it'll be the same!!! after u changed it.. so different!!! all the corners so FAT!!!! not nice!!!! i told you not to change my bolster case and you did without telling me!!!!! how could you!!!!!! it took 17 years to be so soft and nice!! now it's so stiff and EW!!!!!!! how to sleeep?!?!?!?!?!
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went to watch identity today... LOL.. not a bad show.. considering the view from behind 10 fingers.. if you know what i mean.. :lol: after that.. nydc... mmm.. still can feel the baked pasta n fatty choc mudpie(was it?) in my tummy.. but it's been quite long since i had good pasta.. so.. worth it la.. =)
*my goodness.. this blog is almost like a movie review page...
WHooo!!!! practice today was fun manz!! yay!! sorted the chord changes and the pauses.. we sound almost like the recording!! hahahaha.. pro!! :roll: cool eh.. cant wait for next one.. haha.. 'we are the reason' still sounds too thick.. gotta work on that one.. ciao.
i'm bored. there's nothing much to do in singapore. there's nothing interesting... even the theme park here.. is a bit kiddy.. ugh. i wish we had a go-cart race course..
ah!!!! the whole place around me is bobbing up and down!!! ok. partly due to the fact that i was in the boat for at least an hour.. anyway.. back to the topic. wb. can't stand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!! hmph. *sulks* so tiring to hang on to the bar/boom. (kinda weird to call it boom eh.) hai. oh whatever. tired. right leg ache... think left leg soon.. finger can work well on guit. so no prob. =)
band prac to day was rojak!! can't hear distinct sounds from each instrument... hmph. the singers.. hai~ the girls were too loud.. and the harmony was bad.. not that it didn't harmonize.. but it was too high to be pleasing to the ear.. so choir-ish.. ew.
btw. didn't buy my bass today.. prob getting it later this week. tired. sigh.
hello!!! watched this movie just now.. whoo!!!! good one!! must watch!!! haha... his skills are superb n he's so nimble and quick!!!! mmmmmuuuuuaaaaaaaayyyyy thhaaaaaaiiiiiii!!!!!! hahahahaha... although he's not very good looking, but he's really very very very good at muay thai.. oh my goodness!!! :shock: my mouth was like half open half the time... haha.. luck no saliva dripped out.. LOL.. hehe... anyway, go watch the movie k!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
hmm. i know this is kinda late.. but.. "a beautiful mind" is a GREAT show!!! thanks bren for [i]introing[/i] the show to me.. haha... ooooh... i'm gonna watch it again!!! in case you're wondering how.. i rented it form videoezy today.. :D hope you're having fun at geylang bren!!! haha.. nothing implied though. :D
hello... just reached home not too long ago.. went to watch the above (see title) with some peeps.. not bad i must say.. the dock part was good.. just that it's still as confusing as ever.. senseless show.. haha.. doesn't make sense... and there was one part that sounded so much like kon... maybe he wrote part of the script.. hahahahaha..
*trying to finish my 300g of famous amos cookies whilst typing this*
have i told u flashie, that i hate you? have i told u abt the headaches? haha.. i finished the stupid flash assignment!! hahahahaha.. sat in front of the com the other day for like 12h doing the assignment.. anyway.. end of sem, officially!!!! yahoo!!! :lol:
hmm.. went for the first yfc meeting on mon with sam.. hmm.. quite nice peeps.. jammin session was not bad.. :) looking forward to another session later at 5pm.. hmm. fixed the chords for some songs.. some errors la.. couldn't take it.. haha.. anyway.. i think tts all.. lazy to type.. "i rather tell someone.." *grins*
hmm. drum class was a but boring today.. theory stuff and all.. but beng was quite nice and interesting.. talked a lot of crap..
anyway, as u can see *points to title* i watched this movie today.. not bad i must say.. can imgaine someone gg "i told you so! intolerable cruelty must be intolerable!!" grr.. :x i'm still gonna watch intolerable cruelty and brother bear!! hmph.
it's over.. it's over.. lalalala.. no more exam!!! ok. i only had one.. woke up early to meet shaofern @ KAP macs for breakfast n to cram marketing.. haha.. paid off la.. though there were a few i didn't know how to do.. think can pass la... :) oh yah.. went to BTP for an hour of pool before the exam.. crazy.. i know. haha.. anyway, after the exam.. was so tired.. felt like going home.. but classmates wanted to go to suntec.. so went along.. sent glenn off to work.. then went searching for a halal and average priced dining place.. settled with pizza hut in the end.. was so drained of energy by then.. couldn't move... anyway, we ordered 2 large pizzas.. for 6 of us.. yeah.. quite full after 2 slices... supposed to be hungry after not eating for 10h... but i think so hungry till the hunger pangs went away.. hahaha.. hmm.. the rest went for the singapore boat ride after dinner.. as for me and shaofern.. we went home... too exhausted.. haha. weird how i still have energy to blog..
bass n drums lessons tomorrow!! yay.. looking forward to them.. :D
sigh. does anyone listen during lecture? and i thought i was bad.. dozing off during lecture... argh. everyone's asking me what chapters to study.. even now!! argh. it's tomorrow!!!!!! when i have a question, no one has the answer.. how infuriating is that?! oh well. that's my class... fun bunch.. but.. no one knows anything..
listening to the musical cd now.. miss it a lot.. we had so much fun!!! everything's playing in my mind again... once again.. the message is coming back at me.. love above all.. plus many more things..
i miss the people.. the food.. yum.. hehe.. the siew mai especially... so good.. mmmm.. =) this is madness.. with everyone's busy schedule and all.. but i really hope they restage the musical.. i miss acting.. singing.. grinning till my face almost crack.. the hurried costume changes.. running around backstage.. auca paint (ok. not really. scrubbing. ugh).. warm-ups etc.. oh yah... and having lunch with yin n matt.. haha... all the memories... so nice... hehe..
ok.. besides that.. thoughts of squash and wakeboarding running through my mind.. again. haha... better stop dreaming and get back to marketing... :( 2 more days!!! and there's freedom!! ok. besides harvey norman's flash asgn.. haha.. but i shall worry about that later.... tataz!
